a conversation with a grieving mother & an apology

  • تم نشره في 2017/03/15
  • i'm sorry to post two heavier videos in a row, but i felt it was necessary to clear some things up out of respect for the family and also for you. stay safe, friends.
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  • tHiNk AbOuT LiFe P13ase
    tHiNk AbOuT LiFe P13ase 15 أيام قبل

    Sorry if this rude but didn’t her my space page say
    “Snitches are bitches that end up in ditches.

  • Quaffy _
    Quaffy _ 23 أيام قبل

    I know I'm late but maybe the girl got peer pressured into it? I know its non of my business but I just had a thought :)

  • PancakesPusheen !
    PancakesPusheen ! 24 أيام قبل +1

    james charles, take notes. 💁‍♀️

  • Kim Weir
    Kim Weir 25 أيام قبل

    I think knowing that this girl only took 2 or 3 of the pills is even more shocking. Gosh. To think my teenage son could take a couple of pills and not survive the desire or pressure to try a drug is really eye opening.

  • East Zone
    East Zone أشهر قبل

    I appreciate that you made this video, even though I'm not involved with that unfortunate death at all. You obviously care.

  • Ms. Cyber Wolf
    Ms. Cyber Wolf أشهر قبل

    I think it's great you made this video because it's very easy to go to Google and search up this terrible incident it's the third thing to come up and it's great that you do this video to state that you're sorry for anything you said in the first one

  • Sarah A
    Sarah A أشهر قبل +1

    Honestly, the fact that it came into your head around the time of the anniversary is no coincidence to me.
    And I'm not saying it to be mean, I don't think you were being a narcissist. I don't know exactly how spiritual you are, but it sounds to me like the girl who died, her spirit or energy put that into your head because she wanted her story told.
    She wanted her story to inspire people to get help and heal and she saw you had the platform to make that happen.

  • Cloudy Apples
    Cloudy Apples أشهر قبل

    Erica Million,may she rest in piece

  • Gabriella Gilbert
    Gabriella Gilbert أشهر قبل

    I researched her she was so damn beautiful

  • Sally Sipp
    Sally Sipp أشهر قبل

    James Charles take notes Laura lee take notes

  • Leanna Tuplin
    Leanna Tuplin أشهر قبل

    Pain is temporary death is permanent

  • Gaming with Catherine
    Gaming with Catherine أشهر قبل +2

    She was even physic back then!

  • Grace Seldon
    Grace Seldon أشهر قبل

    This is such a true apology and she is so amazing and kind

  • Sprinkles YT
    Sprinkles YT أشهر قبل

    "sometimes your first mistake is your last"

  • Gacha-roblox Jasmin
    Gacha-roblox Jasmin أشهر قبل +8

    2019??? I'm going to look for the article (sorry Gabbie)

  • Michael F
    Michael F 2 أشهر قبل +2

    I know this is an old video but I love how real this apology is. You can truly tell she cares and this is a huge reason why i love Gabbie. She cares.

  • Angel H
    Angel H 2 أشهر قبل +1

    Gabbie Hanna and Jenna Marbles need to collab on a "How To Apologize" video

  • Agnes Kristina
    Agnes Kristina 2 أشهر قبل +1

    Damn now this is an apology!

  • Golden Heart
    Golden Heart 2 أشهر قبل +1

    I love you so much gabbie ❤️

  • Morianne Klimsz
    Morianne Klimsz 2 أشهر قبل +1


  • jose fun drawing and life
    jose fun drawing and life 2 أشهر قبل

    I'm glad you know now

  • jose fun drawing and life
    jose fun drawing and life 2 أشهر قبل

    You are amazing

  • Familylifer 42
    Familylifer 42 2 أشهر قبل +2

    My great grandmother died when I was in dance or school and now I cannot leave my grandma beacause it gives me angsiaty and I cried and cried and cr

  • XR official
    XR official 2 أشهر قبل

    This is a great message and apology.

  • Mckenzie Beyer
    Mckenzie Beyer 2 أشهر قبل +1

    This shares an amazing message no one should give hate comments even the girls mother expected the apology.
    And one more thing this is a real apology this should teach a lot of people a lesson we are very bad at realizing when we are write and wrong
    Love you Gabie ❤️

  • Derek Chavez
    Derek Chavez 2 أشهر قبل +2

    But Rest In Peace Erica Million

  • Derek Chavez
    Derek Chavez 2 أشهر قبل

    Newcastle is a bad place for school

  • Brodie Mcguinnesss
    Brodie Mcguinnesss 2 أشهر قبل

    If you have depression just know that Shane Dawson will upload a new video soon
    So don’t end your life.

  • TheSmithFamily Vlogs
    TheSmithFamily Vlogs 3 أشهر قبل +1

    James Charles can learn from this.

  • Ella grace Life
    Ella grace Life 3 أشهر قبل

    I looked it up and I think it was Erica Million

  • Liam J
    Liam J 3 أشهر قبل +2

    Take notes James Charles.....

  • David Matisko
    David Matisko 3 أشهر قبل +2

    Look how sincere Gabbie is. There are tears in her eyes. ♡♡

  • Paul Mohr
    Paul Mohr 3 أشهر قبل +1

    Wasn't your story to tell? You were there, and you knew the girl, even if just casually so I guess that makes it your story. At least your version of it. As for the sensitivity of it, it happened 10 years prior to you telling it. That is a lot of time to go by. How long do you wait to discuss this kind of issue? If you worry about offending or upsetting someone you would never discuss these types of issues. They happen every day, and it needs to be talked about. The school did it a few days later for crying out loud. I didn't think you said anything bad, mean or insensitive at all. You had a few facts wrong but hey, shit happens. What were you going to do, call her family and say "hey I am going to do this video about your dead daughter, give me all the details.". That would be a bit weird in my opinion. Of course the mom remembers her as a sweet loving kid. That is what you do as a parent. You remember the best parts and tend to block out the bad or the warning signs just to overcome the guilt of losing a child. Based on her myspace page discription and the fact she felt the need to take oxy in school I am going to say she had some issues. Doesn't make her a bad kid, just there had to be something in her life she was having problems dealing with. It actually sounds like her mom was kind of ok with you doing it. I don't think you did anything wrong and you told the story in a nice, polite way. Bad stuff happens all the time and people are going to talk about it. It needs to be talked about, not ignored. If someone gets upset about it that is kind of their issue not everyone elses. Unless someone is doing just to be mean or provoke them. Which you clearly were not doing.

  • Dramione Is Bae
    Dramione Is Bae 3 أشهر قبل +1

    The girl sounds like such a nice, friendly person. Such a tragedy.

  • Patton Sanders
    Patton Sanders 3 أشهر قبل

    This year... my friend... intentionally overdosed... thank the (she’s atheist, what do I say?) she’s alive, but when she told me after she came back, I was shocked because no one told me what happened during the 2 weeks she was gone. It was during lunch that this happened and I was just really depressed for a while because of that. I just wanna say that if something happens, I want to be told what happened, because I’m always in the dark when it comes to this stuff, and it makes me mad when I’m not told these things.

  • MaryE
    MaryE 3 أشهر قبل

    Omg you can’t do anything right! I still love you 💞💞💞

  • Nico World
    Nico World 3 أشهر قبل

    I love how when she apoligies she does laura lee sit down sis

  • Cassidy Dorinda
    Cassidy Dorinda 4 أشهر قبل

    I went and read the article and the comments hating in Gabbie is ridiculous. Gabbie told the story the way she was told as a kid. She apologized for the incorrect part that she didnt know.

  • bookwormwhispers
    bookwormwhispers 4 أشهر قبل

    Watching the first video I never realized but this happened only a half hour away from me, but i was really young so i guess that's why i hadn't heard much about it. Its true though there is a very serious drug problem around this area, like to the point that u don't know more than maybe 5 people that don't do drugs in my school.

  • O'Brien Gram
    O'Brien Gram 4 أشهر قبل +1

    I am going to smoke a fat L

  • SoLbY fOrEvEr
    SoLbY fOrEvEr 4 أشهر قبل

    A girl at my school was diagnosed with Leukemia.
    She was out of school for a few days and her friends were told she had the flu. After 4 days of her being absent i went home and my mom was looking on Facebook. She looked up and said, "oh my god, (her name) has Leukemia!" The next month evryone at school was so worried. I aslo went to church with her and everyone at my church was devastated. Every one was sending her gifts and praying for her family. 2 months later she was recovering and everyone was so happy. 1 week later, my mom was on Facebook again and we saw she was back in the hospital because of an infection. The next morning my dad asked what i had heard about her, and i said she was back in the hospital. Then he said, "Well, she was pronounced dead last night." That hit me like a rock. Just 3 months earlier she was happy and healthy. Now she was gone. It took me days to process that. I just kept repeating it but i didn't understand it.
    Hopefully i see you one day in heaven, Eliza.

  • Sadie Richardson
    Sadie Richardson 4 أشهر قبل +1

    This is why I watch you

  • Alexei Deserved Better
    Alexei Deserved Better 4 أشهر قبل +1

    There were so many quotes in this video that could probably save anyone! “Good people make mistakes” or “She wanted to take care of everyone even though she wasn’t taking care of herself”. Gabbie is such a good person and just so humble!🥰🥰🥰

  • Libby Zaerr
    Libby Zaerr 4 أشهر قبل

    I know this video was posted over a year ago and you probably won't read this but I still think its important to say, we all make mistakes, but not too many of us are able to not only admit it, but do our best to correct it. I respect you a lot for this video.

  • Queenbee 09010
    Queenbee 09010 4 أشهر قبل

    Gabbie youre amazing at what you do and I love you keep doing what you do and keep a smile on your face youre beautiful and I love you

  • Li Skyfox
    Li Skyfox 4 أشهر قبل

    It’s interesting to see the public view, how it’s shown to the public/the accumulation of mistakes made from all the retellings/honest human error and how it affects the public with the differences of the primary sources. I don’t think you were completely wrong in making the video as that is how you knew it, but maybe there should of been made edits before it was made public where you fact check yourself and then there are 2 lessons. Also you always said you were psychic, man that totally backfired on you.

  • Queen Avery
    Queen Avery 5 أشهر قبل

    Veronica Wang!! Watch and learn! This is how you say sorry like a mature adult!

  • Miles TheMermaid
    Miles TheMermaid 5 أشهر قبل +1

    i found the artical and i cried reading it

  • isaiah bennett
    isaiah bennett 5 أشهر قبل

    Erica Jo
    Million is her name.... Tragic

  • D:
    D: 5 أشهر قبل

    This is a real apology not that laura lee bullshit

  • Miniswirl1005 AJ
    Miniswirl1005 AJ 5 أشهر قبل

    My Brother Died The Same Way He Was Given Drugs Because Of His Pain And He Died Because It Wasn't The Right Medicine It Was When I Was Only A Toddler And I Seen Him In His Casket Before He Died

  • Cutie's Vlogs
    Cutie's Vlogs 5 أشهر قبل +1

    You always know it's serious when Gabbie doesn't use capital letters.

  • Amy Sims
    Amy Sims 5 أشهر قبل

    love you Gabbie

  • veronica sawyer
    veronica sawyer 5 أشهر قبل

    all throughout last year, i was in such a dark place. i’ve tried ending my life a few times, and i’ve gotten caught by people who stopped me. the first time my friends called the police and my mom, and the second i emailed my english teacher who was someone i told everything to, she called the police who came to my house right away. i promise anyone who feel so low and shitty about themselves that you are just so strong for getting out of bed every morning. there are small things that make everything so much better. depression and anxiety are mindsets. i’ve has them for so long and still do, but i feel so much better now. just giving it time and giving yourself a break, i promise you are amazing and will get better. ❤️

  • Logicart
    Logicart 6 أشهر قبل +1

    I miss the old gabbie. I understand now she follows her dreams of singing but all the story Times are the same my psycho nutritionist because all her videos are about are her insecurities and she can talk about them just not too much. I now only watch the old videos now

  • John-Patrick Snow
    John-Patrick Snow 6 أشهر قبل +3

    Ok ARcliprs (cough cough Laura Lee cough cough) this is how you apologize take notes

  • Ava Sherby
    Ava Sherby 6 أشهر قبل

    Was this girl named Erica

  • Piontro Pechetrini
    Piontro Pechetrini 6 أشهر قبل

    Why she was getting Drugs?? Stupid morons they deserve to Die.

  • TereseCeleste *
    TereseCeleste * 6 أشهر قبل

    Figures I watch this video right when I'm fighting myself SO hard not to buy those myself.. it's hard..

  • Caroline Lasater
    Caroline Lasater 7 أشهر قبل

    You know that saying that it’s says “Everything happens for a reason” really it doesn’t. People lose there lives every single day and it’s sad that we live in this world that people are not happy and want to kill themselves or people are selfish and do something dumb that kills someone else. Everyone should be happy. Everyone should have a place where they feel safe. But no. We have a world that’s messed up. Most people run away because they are not safe or loved. Is it really that hard to love someone and make them feel safe. If we could all discard drugs,weapons,and deaths from the world. Our earth that we call home would be a happy place for everyone

  • Simply_ Comedian
    Simply_ Comedian 7 أشهر قبل

    We know you meant good intentions and you're really brave for putting this video out we all know you're really sweet and kind and we love you so much 😘😘😊

  • Jade Kitchen
    Jade Kitchen 7 أشهر قبل

    This is why I subbed. When she apologizes, she FUCKING APOLOGIZES.

  • Paige Crunkramos
    Paige Crunkramos 7 أشهر قبل

    Yeah this is why it's not really okay to tell a story including details from things other people said. If you didn't see it, you shouldn't repeat it. I'm glad you recognize what was wrong with the way you told the story and I'm glad you apologized and that it was received well. RUMORS AND GOSSIP SHOULD NEVER BE SPREAD. It's not okay. Ever. It's just hurtful period.

  • Claire MacDougall
    Claire MacDougall 7 أشهر قبل

    I know this video is a year old but the message still remains true. Everybody else needs to pay attention. Because this is a genuine video, of somebody that realized they messed up. This is how you show that you are truly sorry. This is how you apologize.

  • Queen Lizzy
    Queen Lizzy 7 أشهر قبل

    YAS GABBIE!!!!!!! I mean this is an apology!!!

  • HALISHA Ilhanna
    HALISHA Ilhanna 8 أشهر قبل +1


  • Whosjimianyway
    Whosjimianyway 8 أشهر قبل +6

    This right here is why I knew I liked you since the first video I saw. I am this girl that passed away. I did drugs for the first time in school and I was lucky enough to survive, however others I know didn't and I've always wondered why I survived and they didn't. But that isn't what matters. what matters is that you called this woman, you apologized, you're apologizing here, filled with empathy. I continued to take oxy until about two years ago, and now I have these horrifying stories about drug addiction. But these things have made me who I am at 26 years old. Now that I'm sober, I remember being the girl who wanted to take care of everyone even if I wasn't cared for, and I wasn't for many years and all throughout my childhood. I survived and this sweet girl didn't. I didn't know what I was doing and took ALL of them many times and didn't die. Most addicts do care, they just have an addiction. No matter how you portrayed the story, it was how you remembered it and you CORRECTED it. Thank you for being positive no matter what.

  • sehe
    sehe 8 أشهر قبل +2

    this is a real apology..

    *Read more*

  • TrashPanda //
    TrashPanda // 8 أشهر قبل

    Teala learn from this amazing person

  • ACE Family Edits
    ACE Family Edits 8 أشهر قبل

    This is a proper apology, Laura, yours was fake tears and crap talk. Love You, Gab, you are so strong to share this with the internet and us, yours subscribers!! Xxx

  • Lily Dussault
    Lily Dussault 8 أشهر قبل +1

    her name is erica million she is my cousin plz stop

  • cayla hope
    cayla hope 9 أشهر قبل +1

    Erica Million

  • Jessica Catherine
    Jessica Catherine 9 أشهر قبل +1

    I swear you have some type of physic ability!!

  • DIYsected
    DIYsected 9 أشهر قبل +4

    A New Castle High School student who fell unconscious in a classroom last week has died. The Allegheny County medical examiner's office said Monday morning that 16-year-old Erica Million was pronounced dead at 1:28 a.m. Sunday in Children's Hospital in Pittsburgh. On Saturday, New Castle police arrested a 16-year-old North Hill boy in connection with the girl's suspected drug overdose. He was placed in the Krause Youth Shelter pending a juvenile charge of possession of a controlled substance with intent to deliver. The youth is accused of providing Million with the drugs, according to Lawrence District Attorney John Bongivengo. An autopsy was conducted Sunday afternoon, but laboratory tests are pending. Bongivengo said if those results are as suspected -- that Million died of an oxycodone overdose -- the youth will be charged as an adult with drug delivery resulting in death, which is a third-degree murder charge. According to students who talked to the police, Million, a 10th-grader, reportedly sniffed oxycodone tablets during school hours Tuesday. She was found unconscious in a classroom and medics revived her. She then was transferred to a hospital, and later flown to Children's Hospital in Pittsburgh, where she had remained unconscious, according to reports from police and other students. On Tuesday, students were confined to their classrooms while emergency personnel tended to Million. School officials have refused to comment on the situation, except to offer a pair of written statements noting a medical emergency had occurred. The second noted that students had been kept in their classrooms to provide unobstructed access for medical personnel treating the student. Police served a search warrant at the boy's Wallace Avenue home Tuesday night. According to paperwork filed in court, they were looking for a prescription and other evidence in connection with the girl's suspected overdose. Officers interviewed students and a confidential informant told police the male student had sold three oxycodone tablets to Million. Dr. Karl Williams, Allegheny County medical examiner, said Monday that the key to determining how Million died is a toxicology test. Williams explained that significant amounts of any narcotic, including oxycodone, can cause respiratory depression that can lead to death. That is especially true in a young person, who has never used it before and whose system has no tolerance for it, he said. Because of a backlog of cases, toxicology results in Allegheny County typically take about four months, he said. However, because Children's Hospital also has information about Million's case, "I will try to speed up the process," he said, adding it could be a couple of weeks before results are known.

  • DIYsected
    DIYsected 9 أشهر قبل

    March 6th 2007